Sam and I are at war, right now he’s winning. i’ve maintained safety, but for how long i don’t know. i can’t keep this up. i’m exhausted from the sheer battle. it’s all i can handle tonight, maybe i’ll write more some other time.
i wonder if i am all the things he says i am and the rest of me is this giant lie. and if the rest of me is this giant lie then i’ve been lying to all the people i love and care about, and if i am lying then what is the truth? Am i all the things he says i am, what if i am?
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